This is one of those times...

I'm writing this now to remember that this is one of those moments of clarity that suddenly appears unbidden, and quietly, all too quickly fades away. It is during such times when one can be completely true to onesself, and see without denials or dillusions. Even if one is absent minded enough to forget what he should be remembring.

I'm writing this now to remind myself in the future that things happen, good, bad and everything in between. Cry, scream, rage. In the end, remember to pick yourself up and move on.

I know not when I will need to read this but I hope I will see this when I do. And when I do, a Moment of Clarity to allow me to see, whether to drift with the winds of change and destiny or to make a stand against it.


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Okay, now that that's out of the way; as to the what got me into this mood/state tonight (this morning rather), Mark Oakley's 'Thieves & Kings' The Shadow Book. =)